Month: December 2022

  • I got more done than I expected.

    I went to Hinckley to try out the new gym. I briefly fell asleep but it wasn’t a lot. I look a mess and feel really tired. I got more done than I thought I would today. I didn’t even think I was going to get out today. It’s weird seeing this place as a […]

  • Things are keeping me awake.

    I try to remain cool like I don’t even care but that’s hard because my mind outsmarts my attitude. I had plans today that I now can’t do because I haven’t slept enough and am now too tired. I didn’t even put day clothes on yesterday. The sleep issues are affecting my skin. I just […]

  • Wishful thinking / idealistic approach.

    So, I was very close to falling asleep but then I woke up again. I literally nearly dropped off. I was watching all those TikTok tarot readings which flood the for you page. All this crap about… they’re going to reach out. They love you or whatever. It’s a load of crap which only feeds […]

  • This is definitely a thing.

    I know several people who have mental illnesses that have kept their children and not been treated like they are a potential danger. I’m open about my autism and always have been because I see it as a part of me. Nowadays, I’m open but closed off at the same time because of how people […]

  • This life was chosen for me.

    I have got to the point where I’m just not satisfied with the life that was chosen for me. It didn’t occur to me until I grew up and started looking at things properly. I was put on benefits by a social worker filling out a form when I was a teenager. I was never […]