I can’t even think properly today let alone do much. I can’t function properly. I’m still letting stuff that has happened this week bug me. I wish that people could see I’m capable of some things even if I can’t do stuff consistently. I try even if I can’t function some days. I don’t even want to be awake. I want to walk to just avoid what I have to do around here. I need a rest because I’m tired … I had the heat on but it’s still cold in here.