You’ll never know what this is like…

People always go on about holding on until life goes the way that you want. I did hold on for that point but those things were taken away from me due to how my autism affected me. I’m never going to get those chances again. I have basically nothing for the rest of my life. I’m just existing in a black hole where everyone else is on the outside doing life. I don’t even know how to get all that. I never learnt how to do relationships (I have winged that part of my life so far). I don’t know how to get a job, all the stuff that involves working etc. I just exist and it’s horrible to just do that. Ok, so you’ll never understand what I’m trying to say if you have anything in life. I’m 35. I should have a life by now rather than just existing.

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