I don’t know how I’m still awake. I did it all myself.

I ended up moving the mattress myself today because I didn’t want anyone in my space. I didn’t go back to bed because so much in my flat needed sorting out, cleaning and tidying. I’m on a short walk but not going far because I’m tired after only 2 hours sleep and I don’t think I was really asleep because I didn’t feel like I had slept. I still have stuff to do when I get home, but I need fresh air for a while. I’ve had to eat a sandwich today because I started off with no energy. I had lost a bit more weight when I woke up, so it isn’t going to hurt to eat a little extra occasionally because it won’t cause weight gain straight away. I put some more colour through my hair ends so that is also freshened up. It’s gone absolutely freezing out here so can no longer type on my phone on a walk so I’m going to go now.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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