Day: November 23, 2022

  • I’m just too used to certain things being the way they are…

    Firstly, I finally got into bed after keeping myself awake all day to reset sleep pattern and it feels so nice especially with my electric blanket on. I have been picturing my bed while on a walk in the cold weather that’s how much I wanted to go back to bed all day. Anyway, while…

  • Counting down the hours until I can go to sleep…

    I have just got back from my walk. It is freezing cold out there. I’m thawing out in the bath (no I won’t drop my phone for those of you thinking that… I try not to be clumsy when doing so could be expensive). I have somehow managed to stay up for many hours feeling…

  • I don’t know how I’m still awake. I did it all myself.

    I ended up moving the mattress myself today because I didn’t want anyone in my space. I didn’t go back to bed because so much in my flat needed sorting out, cleaning and tidying. I’m on a short walk but not going far because I’m tired after only 2 hours sleep and I don’t think…

  • Still awake… slept for just one hour.

    It’s technically morning at this point. The rain is hammering down again, and I’ve only slept for one hour. If anyone wants a proper blog entry to read scroll down and click on the mental illness becoming a trend one that I posted earlier this evening. The others aren’t that well written because I wrote…

  • Ever thought your not meant to be happy?

    I’m still not asleep which isn’t a good thing because now I’ve started thinking and random questions start entering my head like maybe I’m not supposed to be happy? I know other people pretend to be happy but behind closed doors they hide stuff. They are probably at least happy a bit. I can’t say…