The reason I originally made this blog…

I don’t have a lot of time today, so this is just going to be a quick entry. I have to make a phone call which I can’t leave to late because it’s Friday and things tend to close earlier. I am waiting for my flat to warm up with the heating before I get out of bed. The air was ice cold when I woke up. I originally made this blog to make friends years ago. That was the main purpose of it. That isn’t the same now because I’ve grown up and matured. I don’t let everyone see me in the same way as 2017 when I started this blog. I wanted people to see that I wasn’t a bad person like I had been labelled. That I was worth knowing. Basically, the blog was built on the foundations of constant rejection throughout my earlier life. I may seem open on here but I’m more guarded than I was originally. Most of the time I like being on my own now so the longing for friends I had when I was younger isn’t there like it used to be. Yes, I feel like I’m missing out, but I don’t particularly care most of the time. I can never say I’m happy because I haven’t got to that point yet, but I put up with existing.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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