The reason I originally made this blog…

I don’t have a lot of time today, so this is just going to be a quick entry. I have to make a phone call which I can’t leave to late because it’s Friday and things tend to close earlier. I am waiting for my flat to warm up with the heating before I get out of bed. The air was ice cold when I woke up. I originally made this blog to make friends years ago. That was the main purpose of it. That isn’t the same now because I’ve grown up and matured. I don’t let everyone see me in the same way as 2017 when I started this blog. I wanted people to see that I wasn’t a bad person like I had been labelled. That I was worth knowing. Basically, the blog was built on the foundations of constant rejection throughout my earlier life. I may seem open on here but I’m more guarded than I was originally. Most of the time I like being on my own now so the longing for friends I had when I was younger isn’t there like it used to be. Yes, I feel like I’m missing out, but I don’t particularly care most of the time. I can never say I’m happy because I haven’t got to that point yet, but I put up with existing.

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