I was sure that the Christmas lights weren’t switched on until Friday. Regardless of the date it never has ever been on a Thursday. Things are being closed for the fair to set up tomorrow afternoon. I should be able to park tomorrow evening. Seriously, my head is all over the place right now please don’t confuse it any further. I feel like everyone is seeing me in a bad way and that’s making me paranoid. I walk around thinking I’m seen as a freak or sad case because of my life. I have pushed myself really hard to lose weight and now I feel sick. People always say my blog is … interesting. That could mean not straight forward interesting. People say that when they are trying to be nice about you being ‘odd’. I’ve had several people describe my blog as that.