Day: November 14, 2022

  • Racism

    I thought that as coronation street was covering racism I would comment on it. I am going to try sit on the fence because as I said I would never judge anyone by their race. I love anyone regardless (you can tell I’m on the wine). I have been involved with people of different races…

  • I know why I’m so tearful now.

    I just checked my phone and apparently, I only had 4 hours sleep today (didn’t sleep last night). That explains why I am tired and tearful. I’m still wound up and restless but the other part of it is explained with lack of sleep. I got home to have a bath after a walk. I’m…

  • I need to walk. Don’t know where I’m going to end up. I just need to go.

    I decided to ditch my car and continue to walk for a bit. I’m restless ok. I hate this life and it’s destroying me. The loneliness is killing me slowly. I have never felt this lonely in my life. It must be an age thing. I’m tired and I wish people would just listen but…

  • Tearful now :(

    I got done what I needed to do without getting too nervous. I had to hold back tears because of certain things that came up in conversation. I can’t bite at certain things because I know that different cultures have different ways of doing things. I get upset though because I never chose this life…

  • Anxiety is so annoying!

    I got to my appointment too early so I’m hanging around. That is why I have time to write something on here. The last thing I want to do is wait in the place when my anxiety is already causing issues. I literally feel sick, and my stomach is going funny. I haven’t eaten because…