Sudden burst of energy that I have no idea where it came from.

I should be very tired after my unplanned long walk. Nope, out of nowhere I got a burst of energy. I don’t know where it came from, but I used it to catch up with housework. I also smudged (burnt a sage stick) just in case someone is trying to do spell work on me or access my energy. That would explain the sudden burst of energy. I also feel changes coming. Nothing is going to be stagnant for me like it had been for the last 9 years. I’m not just thinking about when the psychics I saw said I would reconnect with my son when he was 10. He was ten in April. I only believe them because that is one bit of information which they all said and none of them knew each other. It’s not just about Jonny. As a whole, things feel like they’re shifting. I’m at the end of the cycle where nothing happens for me. I haven’t had any hope for a very long time. I believe that there are good people now who will like me. I have to take chances. I have to move on to get everything back and more that I’ve lost.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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