I’m so worried. I can’t relax. I’m scared that I’ve messed things up. I probably haven’t but I can’t blend in and be normal. I can’t take anything back. What if I look like something I don’t want to look like? I have no malicious intent, but it hasn’t stopped people before. I am that nervous I cannot sit still. I will never sleep tonight. I’m a walking disaster, always making the wrong impression and it’s going to be bad.