I am open on here to a point but there are things that I simply cannot say due to others saying I’m not allowed. I put up with a lot. More than those making decisions about me in this system will ever know. They don’t have a clue about what I have dealt with and that losing my son was something that I didn’t deserve. Believe me, I wasn’t the problem. There is so much about my background no one even cared to find out. It was just a load of demands to be ‘normal’ and do what we demand. I needed love and never got it. That messed me up more than ever. I had to learn to not let it bother me, but it still didn’t mean that not receiving any love didn’t leave me damaged. I wish that I could publish every single detail on here, but I can’t. I risk opening myself up to trolls that last time maliciously started reporting me when I had my son. I also just can’t due to family I can’t go there on here.