If only they knew… they don’t have a clue!

I am open on here to a point but there are things that I simply cannot say due to others saying I’m not allowed. I put up with a lot. More than those making decisions about me in this system will ever know. They don’t have a clue about what I have dealt with and that losing my son was something that I didn’t deserve. Believe me, I wasn’t the problem. There is so much about my background no one even cared to find out. It was just a load of demands to be ‘normal’ and do what we demand. I needed love and never got it. That messed me up more than ever. I had to learn to not let it bother me, but it still didn’t mean that not receiving any love didn’t leave me damaged. I wish that I could publish every single detail on here, but I can’t. I risk opening myself up to trolls that last time maliciously started reporting me when I had my son. I also just can’t due to family I can’t go there on here.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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