Trying not to be paranoid.

I’m trying not to do the whole over thinking thing. However, I’m someone who thinks of every possibility based on what I’ve heard, seen, experienced etc. What if A is still saying the narrative about me being her stalker somewhere online and offline that I cannot see. She isn’t going to do that on profiles I know about. I would prefer it if someone informed me of details if that has gone on behind my back or still is going on. If it was you who was autistic, and someone was saying this narrative about you then I’m sure that you’d rather know the gossip that has been plastered behind my back. I’m psychic so I don’t know if what I’m picking up is true or my anxieties. I don’t want that crap while I’m trying to rebuild my life outside the system when I finally tie up the legalities.