Well, today was a waste of time.

I barely got anything done today because I was focusing on trying to tone the ginger and yellow out of my hair using specific toning shampoo, conditioner and deep conditioning mask. I may have used a little much. Maybe I didn’t have to use all three products together and only put a thin layer on. I now have to redo it tomorrow with other shampoo to get it out. I’ve had to put oil in my hair overnight or it’s going to get extremely dry having to shampoo it again. If conditioner was just as good at removing the colour left in my hair then I would use that due to my hair being dry. I literally left all the housework so the place looks like a mess. I fell asleep and then went for a walk to keep up my weight loss progress. I have basically got to get up to repeat a hair washing. Then get housework done. Go out in the afternoon and then mums in the evening. Then I have to come back to try to straighten hair for Tuesday’s meeting. Meanwhile the gas has cost me nearly £7 in total today using the heating, gas to cook and the hot water. The electric wasn’t so bad but still finished at just over £3 on smart meter by midnight from midnight last night. So yeah, that is going to cost me more money to repeat a hair wash using hot water. The whole point of spreading out the tasks was so that I could pace myself. I can’t do that and straightening my hair less than a day after washing it isn’t helpful when you’ve got naturally dry coarse hair.

I’ve also decided that I’m going to have the next covid vaccine dose. I’m not keen on it but it’s still out there and many people just aren’t careful. It only comes down to one of those types to go around knowingly infecting everyone else. I still use hand gel, masks in hospitals etc and keep my distance from others but many people don’t do any of that anymore. I haven’t caught it yet but that is most likely due to being lucky so far. I’m worried about the potential side effects but not had really bad ones with the previous ones. Anyway, I have had a feeling I was going to die by my late 30s for years. I am literally only playing fate at its own game by going for the next vaccination. If it is really like the final destination films I will have near scrapes but I will end up killed in a freak accident or something. Avoiding things like the vaccine isn’t going to change what feeling I’ve felt since my mid 20s or fate if that feeling is accurate.