There will be no entries until late tomorrow.

I am just letting everyone know that I will not be on the blog until at least late tomorrow. I am anxious so cannot think enough to write one. I have an important meeting tomorrow so tonight will be spent getting ready. I have to straighten my hair etc. I’m not dressing up. I’m going as smart. It will still be me though. What you see is literally all you’re going to get with me. Nope I’m not in court again but it’s still an important meeting. I’m careful how far I push others nowadays. I don’t over bug people to try to get what I want anymore. Anyway, I can’t be persistent to get what I need (want is probably more like a need) otherwise that doesn’t prove that I’ve changed as a person. If certain people didn’t want me like I was then they simply still won’t if I am the exact same way. If I don’t get all bugging in my nature then I have technically beaten my negative symptoms of BPD after many years of struggling with that side. I also have banned myself from having a favourite person which helps a lot. I probably won’t get any sleep tonight but I’m going to try.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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