I woke up really late again. I feel like I’ve wasted another day. I have tidied up and gone for a walk but I still feel bad for sleeping that long. I had a dream that I got pregnant and had another baby so hopefully that is a future prediction. It was definitely me now… Read More Sleep pattern still a mess 😦 Although, dreams were interesting.

I know that others may think I go on way too much about needing to fix things with A but I have many personal reasons why I need it. I know that I cannot force her to do anything. I do feel really down on myself after what happened. I wouldn’t have done that if… Read More This is why I need certain things.