Day: September 17, 2022

  • Idiots!

    I feel an idiot for believing the idiots that A had died. Then I get told that being psychic I should know it wasn’t true. I have turned my gifts off when it comes to her. I had my own shit to deal with so I cut the connections that I had out there energetically. […]

  • I missed my chance again and now I’m just like screw it for everything.

    I went for a walk as soon as I woke up because my weight has sneaked back up again. I’m just bigger than most people I read about and I’ve had enough. How are they under 70kg let alone 60 odd – 50 odd kg? How did I manage to be that a long time […]

  • I hate being awake!

    I have barely been awake for half an hour and I’m already exhausted. I got rudely awoken by Mimi (cat) reminding me that I was on breakfast duty. I fell asleep with a bra on (not a proper one, those fabric comfort things) which made me wake up feeling like something was bound tightly around […]

  • Unsettled and tired.

    I just haven’t been able to sleep yet and it’s nearly 7am now. I’m unsettled. The vibe of the whole world at the moment is just messed up. I think I have a vitamin deficiency thing going on too. I get cold sores and lose bits on my eyelashes when that happens. I have been […]

  • Long night again.

    I probably also can’t sleep yet because I have been sleeping in until 3pm… but still, it is seemingly a long night every single night when you’re awake until gone 6am most nights. It took at least 4 hours or more for my hair to fully dry. One cat came in and then the other […]