Month: August 2022

  • Neglect as an adult still hurts.

    I should be able to stand on my own two feet and not care where I feel lack in my life. The child within me still didn’t get what they needed growing up. I worked it all out as I got older. I went to look for certain things in other people due to emotional […]

  • Can I make one thing clear?

    I don’t care how long others have known me. I want to make it clear that unless I let you know me… you definitely don’t know me. I’m not as much of an open book as I appear. The length of time you’ve known of me doesn’t mean we have made that connection that results […]

  • This is what I have to do to stop my self esteem going down.

    I don’t have a lot of energy but I went out for a walk when I woke up really late. I had a protein yogurt despite not being hungry. The light is going so I have to walk my 10,000 steps plus quite quickly. I let myself have a rest yesterday. I’m still too large […]

  • Permanently exhausted.

    I have tried to get back to sleep but mister and the cat that keeps strolling in kept making noises at each other and scrapping. I don’t want to have to do it but the cat that keeps coming in is getting skinner and skinner. He obviously has not got a proper home and is […]

  • The morning after is really setting in.

    I woke up sweating this morning after about two hours sleep. I have the random cat in here that keeps popping in. His antics must have woken me up because he was scraping around the boxes the cats have to play with in the other room. I got up to stop him using their litter […]