Month: August 2022

  • It’s not that easy.

    People say that all I have to do is put myself out there to be successful. I used to but was put through stuff that left me with permanent mental trauma. That mental trauma is manifesting into physical issues such as constant injuries and monthly issues. I can barely walk today without my leg being…

  • I do feel like I have ‘failed’.

    I sometimes get really upset and down about how my life is just stagnant and I have seen others in the same college / university (they graduated years after I had to leave) courses as myself move on to such better lives. Mine is just the same shit, different day repetitive crap that never ends.…

  • Uncomfortable again :(

    I am pretty sure that I have filled up with water and today is going to be one of my monthlies worse days. I feel worse than normal anyway because my leg muscle keeps kicking off. I managed a short walk yesterday which seemed to not do too much harm. However, now it’s swollen up…

  • This country is full of greedy rich people. This is what needs to happen but they won’t listen.

    We need to get the rich people in this country to find their humanity again (or for the first time if they were born into a super rich privileged background). The plan for if I won the lottery they can do now. The bosses of the energy companies putting their prices up to stupid amounts…

  • The lion’s gate portal manifestation…

    08/08 is known as the lion’s gate portal in the spiritual circles. I have never tried to specifically manifest on this particular date. I may as well try it this year. The world is a mess and as someone who can feel energy… there are definitely big unexpected things coming. I don’t know exact details…