Another sleepless night.

I couldn’t sleep again so while I was awake I did my exercises. There is something keeping me awake. It’s ok for everyone who doesn’t feel the energies connected to life stuff but for those of us that do we are literally kept awake. It is horrible to be kept awake but things which are totally irrelevant. I don’t want to be connected to things that happened years ago. I just want to unhook from the energy and be free. I’m too exhausted to have stuff occupying my head. I long for no thoughts whatsoever but that just never happens. I’m not mentally ill. It’s called being intuitive, psychic… whatever you refer to it. I just don’t want be be constantly kept awake by the stuff left over from the past any longer. I need freedom. That is like being tied down.