Day: August 22, 2022

  • It shouldn’t be this way.

    I saw something online where a young woman was saying that she felt safer and more secure in prison than in the outside world. I have heard similar accounts from others when I was inside briefly for a month in 2018 due to the whole breaking the restraining order situation. There were many women who…

  • Please just don’t.

    I am just not feeling being awake today. I didn’t sleep until late again. I couldn’t. I was that restless I got out of bed several times and walked around. I didn’t go out the house yesterday so that probably explains it. I woke up knowing I had to do my weekly food shop etc…

  • I can’t sleep so I’m just going to have a brutally honest rant.

    Insomnia has got me again. So… it’s time for a rant. Those that tell me there is help and support out there if you ask. That is complete bullshit. Especially if you have a condition such as autism. I was obviously crying out for help in the past. I didn’t get any. I got punished…

  • Diet culture and this isn’t depression.

    I would like to point out that despite the fact I’m crying regularly, that isn’t depression. That is me being aware of reality as a disabled person. I never was depressed. The medication caused behaviour problems because it masked the affects that trauma had on my mind. I am sad because I know my reality…