I am down … because…

There may be a reason why random neighbourhood cats and my own are being drawn to me right now. I had mister on my lap literally cuddled up pressing his face into me… something he doesn’t really do. Mimi is sleeping next to me a lot… but she does that normally anyway. The other one woke me up when I had a migraine and just wanted to sleep. I did some research. The system has basically got away with all that it did to me for my autism issues. Things can only be reviewed between a certain time frame otherwise the opportunity is missed forever. That has made me feel extremely down because I long for justice and now I will never get it. The system has basically got away with what it did to me. I’m left with trauma and the ruins of my life which they managed not to take from me. The fact that I cannot change what the system has put down about me on paper is the worse part. I’m not the person they wrote down but they make me that person by writing it. I’m spiritual, everything that gets written manifests into reality. I wish I had known this when I was younger. I won’t get to have a life now that they’ve got away with all the labels. I’m so tired of fighting a battle that is impossible to win. I want freedom which I will never be able to obtain. The weight that is upon me will never be released because I have no legal Avenue to fight the labels which have assassinated my character and because I can’t fight it they’ve got away with it. The inner me can’t allow that. Justice is so important to get for the past.