Anyone else feel this?

I can’t be the only one to feel this shift in energy when I woke up this morning. The whole of time seems different. I cannot explain it but it feels so off. I am not fully awake yet. I had a really bad night. I literally only fell asleep for one hour then couldn’t sleep until early morning. I don’t feel like I even want to be awake today. I am quite sure this isn’t me just being tired. Time just doesn’t feel like it did previously. I am completely sober and not taken any medication since the middle of the night (I was in pain after going for a walk yesterday). I am completely of sound mind even if this all sounds completely insane. I have seen other intuitive people say things seem off recently but I never noticed it until this morning. I could pick up that things weren’t how they used to be for a while. However, this is completely different. The whole fabric of time seems changed. It is a feeling that I haven’t experienced before. I wish that I was able to explain it but it’s impossible to put into actual words.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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