Month: July 2022

  • This reverse dieting thing is a con! I feel too fat!

    I have upped my calories but somehow my calves have got larger. Or I have got taller because my trousers all seem sorter (that isn’t a possibility at 34 years old). I could do with an extra few inches at only 5 ft 2/3 but after puberty it is impossible to gain height… if anything…

  • I didn’t want to even be awake today.

    I didn’t even want to get up today. I have hay fever and forgot tissues to blow my nose which probably means I will have a headache later. I used a whole pack of tissues in less than a week that I bought for the purposes of hay fever kicking off when I was out.…

  • I constantly hate my body!

    Seriously, I had to go for a long walk today due to hating my body so much. I had dinner at mum’s and went for a walk over in burbage. I had watery eyes while driving earlier which never happens unless I have bad hay fever. I feel like I have a tap on my…

  • 2 rest days completed. I didn’t walk or go the gym.

    I went to sleep extremely early after my evening meal. I woke up to have a snack and a drink. I also treated myself to alcohol to keep calories high as that is the only way the scale is going down. I reduced my calories and it went back up. I cannot explain the science…

  • Others ruin the vibe and destroy my confidence in my surroundings.

    I don’t want to give away specifics because I do not want trouble or things to be any more awkward than life as an autistic is in general. The way other people act really doesn’t help my confidence levels. I have toned my autism down a lot (believe me, in comparison to what I used…