I can’t move today.

I don’t want to state the obvious because everyone can feel the heat right now. I spent most of the day asleep because every time I get up to do the smallest task I am too hot. I haven’t even gone outside in the heat today and still woke up affected. I have a very bad stomach. I felt a bit off and bloated last night so I knew something was about to hit me. I made myself get up to make a phone call to find out whether my appointment is still on tomorrow (apparently it is), eat something and drink something. I still felt off when I got up. I got dressed into a pair of shorts and short sleeved top. I can’t wear any less clothing before resorting to walking around in underwear or a bikini. I had a headache. I threw up which made me feel a bit better. I then managed to eat food without being sick again. I drank some water and a bit of pepsi max (used it to stop morning sickness previously so I know it helps). I literally have ended up back on the bed with my eyes closed. Mister (cat) is not happy today. He keeps coming to grumble at me. His sister has strolled off outside… probably to see that cat I refer to as her boyfriend. She keeps going off for hours during the garden. Luckily she didn’t go out earlier when it was the hottest temperature. She was asleep beside me most of the day. I really hope that they don’t cancel my hospital appointment at the last minute tomorrow. I wouldn’t want to go in this heat if I hadn’t waited so long to get the test. I don’t want to wait for months to get another slot if the heat cancelled it.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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