I barely slept. Trying to avoid cancel culture and in pain.

I couldn’t sleep properly. I had sore nails from where the extensions being removed has caused my natural nails to crumble. I can’t do anything to fix them unless I wait for them to grow out., I put out my opinion and got called a racist even though race had nothing to do with the view. Apparently, regardless of my experiences, I should sit back down and withhold my views due to having white privilege because I wasn’t treated badly due to my skin tone. That doesn’t lessen the impact that trauma has had on me. I cannot afford to be a victim of cancel culture. If people want to read my story it is on the about me page of the blog. I am too tired to type much right now. I would gladly sleep the entire day if I could. I have to be up later despite my reluctance. I just feel really affected by things people have said and done to me in the past at the moment. It stops me going out to be social. I just don’t want to do people in case they are downright awful toward me. The internet is extremely toxic at the moment. I can’t remember social media ever being this toxic previously.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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