Trying to keep a lid on it but some people infuriate me.

Those of you that know me will be aware of something which happened between me and a lecturer. I finally got over it but still see her as an awful person. I may have been a pain in the ass at that time but certainly didn’t do half the things she accused me of. I went through hell due to what happened and I simply cannot forgive her for that. I feel hatred deeply due to my bpd side. As far as I am concerned she deserves to starve. I have no sympathy. I have no solidarity in regard to both of us having a form of disability. I have to refrain from telling her she deserves all the crap as it is karma for what she put me through due to the order I have put on me for life due to things relating to my disability. There are some people who deserve to be disabled and I don’t say things like that lightly. She strolls around trying to make out that she is a good decent person. That is a complete facade, she is basically a lie. I cannot hold my tongue any longer. She is a lefty trouble maker who enjoys complaining. Horrendous personality and had a weird vibe about her. I wish that others could see that when she pretends to be nice and vulnerable. She is merely a fraud.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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