Dreams are just dreams right but what if they are pushing me?

I have spent way too long sleeping today. I literally fell asleep after getting up and having my dinner. I managed to go for a little walk this evening. I didn’t go for one yesterday because I rested (until I helped mum with cutting down the ivy). The scale goes down every time I do less it is great. I had a dream last night, well this morning as I went back to sleep after breakfast. I dreamt that I was singing a song in the a variety show. I haven’t even sung ay karaoke due to trauma effects. I literally lost my ability to sing. I was too scared and my nerves cut off my voice. I was always good at this particular song that I sung in the dream. I still have a firm belief that you don’t make it if you’re from a small town and aren’t linked with anyone in the business. Then there is also the saying nothing ventured, nothing gained. I have nothing to lose and just being me has been an embarrassment so I am used to that. I also found out that my bones haven’t got something wrong with them causing the issue with my foot … which is good news.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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