How was I not like this when younger? Was it resilience or did I just not recognise it?

I don’t know if PTSD type symptoms come on over time or if I have changed as a person with not enough emotional walls up to keep trauma developing from memories. I never felt impacted so much by what I went through at school and as a teenager until now. That was triggered by losing… Read More How was I not like this when younger? Was it resilience or did I just not recognise it?