I need to find out something.

I have always have a suspicion that I may have been an evil soul rather than mentally ill etc. I just need to find out for sure. There has to be a valid test to find out. I have a theory that I was not one of those rainbow babies that incarnated after a few miscarriages. I believe that I was an evil soul hanging around just waiting to hijack myself into a babies body. They thought something was wrong when my mum was pregnant with me. They stuck a needle in her where lots of blood came out. That is the moment the original baby died and I hijacked the body. A baby couldn’t survive being stabbed with a huge needle. I can see evil in my eyes. I only have predictive dreams about bad stuff that is going to happen. Others feel something when they’re around me. The way I have been treated by others. I just need to prove it. I have heard of cases of it happening but I don’t know how to prove that I am literally a pure evil soul that hijacked itself into this world using opportunist circumstances.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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