I didn’t want to even be awake today.

I didn’t even want to get up today. I have hay fever and forgot tissues to blow my nose which probably meansI will have a headache later. I used a whole pack of tissues in less than a week that I bought for the purposes of hay fever kicking off when I was out. I am losing eyelashes again due to my eyes watering. People are just like take something for it. Even if I do it doesn’t really help a lot. I am anti medication nowadays too. I have taken my antidepressant at 10mg today 4 days since my last one. I have finally got rid of that mind zapping thing so getting off of them will be easier now. The scale has gone u again since I started exercising again (walking). The only time that it dips is after gym sessions for a few days. It used to go up after them. I feel like I have more muscle though which is getting in the way. I never wanted muscle but I quite like feeling stronger and the toned look. I might have a few stone worth of built muscle for all I know.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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