I didn’t want to even be awake today.

I didn’t even want to get up today. I have hay fever and forgot tissues to blow my nose which probably means I will have a headache later. I used a whole pack of tissues in less than a week that I bought for the purposes of hay fever kicking off when I was out. I am losing eyelashes again due to my eyes watering. People are just like take something for it. Even if I do it doesn’t really help a lot. I am anti medication nowadays too. I have taken my antidepressant at 10mg today 4 days since my last one. I have finally got rid of that mind zapping thing so getting off of them will be easier now. The scale has gone up again since I started exercising again (walking). The only time that it dips is after gym sessions for a few days. It used to go up after them. I feel like I have more muscle though which is getting in the way. I never wanted muscle but I quite like feeling stronger and the toned look. I might have a few stone worth of built muscle for all I know.