I had the plan to come home from walk and do stuff that needed doing around the house. I had my dinner and then my energy flopped. I managed to get dishes washed, clean clothes out the washing machine and cats their evening meal before I had to get into bed. I may have accidentally… Read More Energy flops are annoying.

I only was just able to push myself outside for a walk. I was feeling so lazy after having a rest day yesterday. I had a small pack of alcohol last night as a treat and it gives me the patience needed when bleaching out the dark and ginger parts of my hair. The processing… Read More I just can’t today.

I was reading through the twitter hashtag comments for coronation street on Friday night. There was a really crap (obviously fake) medium doing a show at the bistro. It came to my attention that lots of people don’t know the difference between a psychic clairvoyant and a psychic medium. I was asked if I speak… Read More There are differences between clairvoyant psychic and a medium.

I was in a twitter debate earlier about the case of archie battersby. I am of the opinion that no decisions should be made on inconclusive tests. This is purely based on being one of the children that was wrongly diagnosed with epilepsy and treated with medication which wasn’t even approved in children at that… Read More Lots of things to unpack on here tonight.

I haven’t slept the entire night. I slept late yesterday so my sleep pattern is a bit crap at the moment. I have sone some housework though. It was 2am but at least it is done. The cat (Mister) took a mouse from outside to play with him. The terrified little thing has ran under… Read More Sleep pattern out of synch … living on my own time zone.

I woke up today and my weight had gone back down. It was at 78.9kg before it went up to 80kg. In 4 days it has equalled out to 78.6kg. I went really bloated the last couple of days and my insides were kicking off a lot. I woke up fine and lighter than I… Read More Weight loss restarted … this is how I did it.

I have to make a really hard effort to clean my flat later. It is a awful grubby mess. I have done bits but never finish it without getting tired. I sleep in intervals at the moment. That is fine if it is more than just a few hours. That is what happened last night… Read More I’m busy so here is a quick entry today.

I am glad that youngsters who are growing up autistic have more opportunities in life but I feel like I missed out. I see all these youngsters and some my age or older who had the support growing up succeeding in life. Then I look at myself and I can’t get there. I tried to… Read More I can’t sleep being plagued by utter frustration.

I am sick of the saying that none disabled people say. We can’t keep trying until we get somewhere because we don’t get anywhere once society says we are ’none people’. The council point blankly ignored my letter regarding section 117 aftercare discharge. They are supposed to have 28 days to answer customers as per… Read More I give up because it has been decided that I am a ’none person’

I am fed up. I went down to 78 kg then back up to 79.5 and now 80 kg this morning. I look fatty despite the daily walks. I even did nearly 26,000 steps one day last week. 15,000 to 16,000 at least 5 times a week. I still am weight training. I even have… Read More Its disheartening to step on scales after a lot of exercise and actually gained weight.