Weight issues. Genetics from both sides cause obstacles.

I wasn’t going to go for a walk this evening until my mother told me that I should join weight watchers. I feel bad enough about my hair air drying at the moment. It keeps getting caught under the chains on my bag despite being pulled over to one side. I deep moisturised it so don’t want the ends breaking. I wouldn’t mind being nagged about my weight but her genetics make me this way. Both sides I have larger relatives (well the females anyway, a lot of the men are naturally skinny). I knew my fate as I got older. I used to live off of low fat stuff when I was younger and still was a curvy size 8 to 10. I have had a skinny 6 ft female on mothers side question those curves when I was over a stone lighter last time they came over from the country where they live. I do not have the height that allows for excess weight. I was eating low fat, quorn none meat stuff even then but wasn’t approaching mid 30s at that point. I have always walked quite far distances. The only way I managed to lose another kg when my weight was stalling a lot was upping my calories. I also can no longer poop unless I eat over a certain amount of calories. I know that I need to go this evening due to my lower abs being swollen. I have swapped to gluten free cereal (normal stuff bloats me) and basically doing everything I can so quit telling me to do more.

Author: Diary of a Painfully Shy Introvert

A blog written by a female diagnosed with Asperger Syndrome but suspected PDA in more recent years. Musings of a Trainee Battleaxe was created to not only create awareness of the PDA part of the spectrum; but also to educate the public hopefully creating understanding in order to stop future generations being let down and labelled negatively. Disclaimer: There may be parts of this blog which viewers may find upsetting as it contains accounts of real life events which have been quite traumatic. However, it is all to help create a sense of understanding and combat the fear surrounding all aspects of mental illness and Pathological Avoidance Syndrome (a very little understood part of the autistic spectrum).

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