Month: May 2022

I woke up slightly hung over… can’t drink more than one day during weekends now at nearly 35. I was fine on Saturday morning but my head was so sore this morning. I have the worse itchy skin due to allergies. I also think something bit me. It isn’t cat fleas because I checked them.…

I just don’t understand how others manage to fake their feelings or put on an act. I simply cannot do it. I never have been able to even mask as much as other autistic people. I just am my authentic self without any effort. How can others be so fake? I don’t get how they…

I really want another chance because I still need them. This has nothing to do with the BPD favourite person thing. I am over that part of the attraction. That only happens at the beginning of knowing someone. Then it fizzles out. I need that friendship though. I was doing much better after meeting them…

I woke up to find that I had lost a kg. I decided to have a rest day as a celebration. I am still feeling a bit down due to how the friendship ending at Christmas is affecting me. I still feel depressed sometimes because I was thinking that a new beginning was going to…

The car seat took over half an hour to get the monthly blood out. I think that I managed to get out but won’t be able to see if it has properly disappeared until it dries out. I am hoping that the warm weather will dry it out quite quickly. I kind of have a…