Month: May 2022

  • I don’t see myself being up to much today.

    I keep getting a sore throat. I had a really awful sleep. I kept waking up. I just feel off today, I don’t want to get up. I can’t look at anything without my eyes getting sore. I will get up at some point but not yet. I need rest for a few more hours.…

  • Insomnia is back.

    I was falling asleep about 9pm. Then I woke up to sort myself out to go to bed for the night. I had pots to wash up from dinner earlier and the clean washing had to be put on clothes horse to dry. I didn’t think that I had woken myself up too much until…

  • Busy day. This is my current mindset.

    I barely slept last night and had to be at my hair appointment for half 11 this morning. After that I had to pop to my mum’s to set up new router for the internet. On the way from hairdressers I went to the gym and then got a few bits (saves me going on…

  • What did I ever see ? Can I trust my perception?

    I sometimes don’t know whether I can trust my own brains perception. Or if my BPD makes me see a favourite person in rose tinted spectacles. I watched a video of the person that I missed since they stopped speaking to me at Christmas. I feel like I was watching a different person. That is…

  • Rest day… properly this time.

    I have been sat on the sofa since getting up really late. I decided not to go for a walk today because my leg has collected water and it doesn’t go down if I don’t take a break for a day. I have to do some things around the flat (it’s a mess). The cat…