Today has been hard.

I made myself get up late and went to the gym. I hadn’t been enough over the last week. I am tired because I haven’t had much sleep. I have had insomnia for weeks now. I thought things were going too well when I started sleeping ok. I keep getting that deja vu feeling. I am sure that something is going to happen but I don’t know details. I woke up this morning seeing certain notifications on my phone which I swear I have seen before in a dream but I don’t remember what was in that dream. I have so many different dreams that getting them to stick in my head is impossible. I only remember details if I write them down as soon as I wake up. I have had this feeling the last couple of days. I just hope it isn’t the dream where we were nuked (had this years ago). I only worry about that dream predicting something due to what is going on in the world and the fact that putin has already threatened the uk. I never thought nothing of it before the Ukraine Russia war kicking off.