I am not the same person as I used to be. I didn’t see it until I woke up this morning. I no longer want to talk to people who have turned their back on me or even have a favourite person. I no longer have the pull that I have fought for most of my life. I just don’t feel constantly stressed when it comes to others anymore. I am also very tired today so not really interested in much right now in general. I miss the old me but she is better off dead. Her life wasn’t easy due to those issues.