I sometimes don’t know whether I can trust my own brains perception. Or if my BPD makes me see a favourite person in rose tinted spectacles. I watched a video of the person that I missed since they stopped speaking to me at Christmas. I feel like I was watching a different person. That is… Read More What did I ever see ? Can I trust my perception?

I have been sat on the sofa since getting up really late. I decided not to go for a walk today because my leg has collected water and it doesn’t go down if I don’t take a break for a day. I have to do some things around the flat (it’s a mess). The cat… Read More Rest day… properly this time.

I keep getting told that I should move on from things that have happened. I have but it isn’t as simple as ’moving on’. There are so many more levels. Things aren’t so black and white. It hasn’t even been 6 months yet. It wasn’t just that I had met someone which I liked and… Read More This is what people just don’t understand.