I suddenly started to repair mentally in the not to distant past. I felt like me for the first time in years. I was interested in things again. I got up during the day more. I felt normal again after years of being on edge and unhappiness. That happened because my friend walked into my life who I met on TikTok. That reversed when they walked away. I wasn’t built back up enough to not go the other way if our friendship ended. The whole new grounded happy vibe I felt is no longer there.