Month: May 2022

I didn’t post yesterday because I felt tired. I am just not up to much at the moment. I woke up for breakfast and medication but didn’t sleep until really late. I am not getting up properly yet. The weather is horrible. It is supposed to rain the entire day. I had the heating on…

I made myself get up late and went to the gym. I hadn’t been enough over the last week. I am tired because I haven’t had much sleep. I have had insomnia for weeks now. I thought things were going too well when I started sleeping ok. I keep getting that deja vu feeling. I…

I am not the same person as I used to be. I didn’t see it until I woke up this morning. I no longer want to talk to people who have turned their back on me or even have a favourite person. I no longer have the pull that I have fought for most of…

I had my moping around stage. I have now got up and pulled myself together. I am still awake because I was watching bbc iplayer until late. I am tired though because I walked approximately 22,500 steps (edge of Earl Shilton to the centre of Hinckley and back). I have sore feet (hard not to…

I wouldn’t mind if the misconceptions about who I am came from strangers but family have said this about me and I am not happy. I keep myself to myself and barely talk or see family. I have a public life on the blog but I also have a private life offline. I do not…