Nightmare day. I can’t stay like this!

I got fat because I slept during the day too much. I can’t lose weight or even gain it because of how my lifestyle has become. I got so desperate I literally asked my mum if I could move back to hers. I am fed up of this reality. I had to go to mums to get out of my coat earlier due to a zip malfunction. I never ended up going for my planned walk so that is more fat accumulating. I don’t want to be like this anymore. I hate my life with a passion.