I got an email saying that my blog is just full of complaining about others. If has that aspect but it is in context. The context is only understandable if a reader looks at the about me page. I talk about my experiences as an autistic person also with suspected borderline personality disorder. Unfortunately, that has come with a lot of rejection and some other traumatic experiences over the years. Those are extremely hard to ever completely get over. I have only just got to the point where I don’t care what others think about me. However, that isn’t going to rebuild the confidence that I lost over the years. I used to socialise a lot more, go to karaoke and other things I enjoyed. That is something that I haven’t done for many years. There is regular karaokes and a walking group locally but I probably will never go to them. I don’t think I am at that point yet. I was starting to get the old me back before all the trauma when my friend (favourite person or whatever) fell out with me which put me back a lot.