I fake being intelligent.

I have always faked intelligence. The truth is that I am quite simple. I can’t fathom complex things but that isn’t cool to admit in life. I also have to keep my learning disabilities hidden otherwise living independently would be taken away from me. I am not streetwise or socially an adult either. I stayed in a state of an immature teen my entire adult life so far. That is why I make the stupid mistakes that I do. There is never any malicious intent so I don’t deserve to be hated by my friend and not spoken to forever. I know my own mind and feelings despite being a bit simple. I am loyal but sometimes look untrustworthy because of how simple I see things.