I woke up near lunch time. I slept a little bit last night but not until quite late. I ate my easter egg which probably wasn’t the best idea. I had the worse cramps and had to use the toilet. I can’t take in too much milk based stuff without suffering due to being lactose intolerant. I also felt sick so it wasn’t really worth it. I need to get up soon to clean and tidy (still not caught up). I had some cuddles with Mimi (cat) after my breakfast (lunchfast) and working my way to getting out of bed. I can’t smile today… too tired and monthly is making me feel yuck. The last person that made me smile after years also hurt me and left so not going to be back to normal yet. I will never let my guard down again; even the last time I was reluctant and really unsure about it.