I am fed up of being this way.

I am so fed up of not being able to sleep at night, clothes not fitting properly and everything being a struggle. I can’t even walk without my nose constantly running. I just manage to get my coat zipped up because of my boobs which make me a size bigger than I should be. I refuse to negotiate with squeezing them into things. Once I lose another stone they will lose a few inches. I tucked my top into my trousers because it feels less irritating to walk like that, then it made it’s way out on one side. Then my bag straps catch on my hair which causes damaged ends. They cost money to get fixed. I have to tape my toes together to stop my leg getting fluid in it. I am also really irritated by everything at the moment because I am a few days away from monthly. I feel fat due to bloat.