I can’t help not being able to function.

I have still not done most things I need to do. Or many things that I want to do. The only things I can do is things that involve moving all the time. I can walk miles when I am restless without noticing until I look at step counter. I can’t even function enough to do art creative type stuff at the moment. I have to take allergy tablets just to cope with the amount of dust that lingers in my flat. I just can’t function long enough to keep on top of it. I can’t even function enough to sleep for many hours at a time. I don’t think I am sleeping… just passing out for a few hours at a time. I have been less able to function since me and my friend fell out. I don’t know why it is still affecting me because I am done with them and over it enough to no longer care. I should have snapped out of it now that I emotionally pulled myself away.

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