I got fat because I slept during the day too much. I can’t lose weight or even gain it because of how my lifestyle has become. I got so desperate I literally asked my mum if I could move back to hers. I am fed up of this reality. I had to go to mums… Read More Nightmare day. I can’t stay like this!
I finally fell asleep this morning. I completely forgot to take medication. I just woken up about half 6 in the evening. I can’t live like this any longer. I have completely confused my body in regard to whether it is day or night. I look and feel a complete mess. Half of me doesn’t… Read More I messed up again.
I was fine about getting drunk at 11pm when I started drinking but I feel terrible by 4am. I had chips for an early breakfast. There are no rules about what is the normal food to have for breakfast. I haven’t slept yet but my alarm is set for lunch time. I feel hungover despite… Read More I don’t like drinking alcohol now.
I started today by trying to add the link to where people could nominate the blog for the mental health blog of the year 2022. Their survey monkey link wouldn’t work. I will have to email organisers to sort it out. I haven’t been able to move much today due to my bruises. I desperately… Read More Well today hasn’t gone to plan.
The bruises that I got trying to stop myself falling over (unsuccessfully) Wednesday night are starting to come out. I feel stiff and it really hurts to move. I feel very swollen because I literally went straight down onto the concrete pavement after tripping over my lace which had came undone. The sheer force of… Read More I wouldn’t recommend falling on concrete.
I was up at half 5 this morning and I did actually sleep. I stupidly showed my cat that I was awake by telling her to quit clawing the bed. I was then asked for food so after I got up. I bad breakfast and went to gym early because a parcel is due to… Read More I am not a morning person but I have to be today.
I fell asleep easily last night but woke up and then listened to music for a while which turned into hours. I decided to catch up with admin etc. I found out that my last entry for that art exhibition for the national brain appeal charity didn’t sell last year. I am going to submit… Read More I rested for a little too long… missed half the day again.
I don’t know how quite to structure this blog entry but I will do my best to cover several different time points without confusing readers. I was briefly a member of a local theatre group which met at a community centre. I got kicked out due to my autism traits kicking off (I was in… Read More Actions mean a certain amount but ultimately people judge people the way that they want.
I still haven’t slept because my IBS decided to kick off. I am trying not to move at the minute because one of my cats have fallen asleep with their paw on my shoulder. I am owed an apology from many people. I am probably never going to get those apologies though. I was young… Read More Show me the apologies which I deserve.
I am quite frankly fed up of the way others are being keeping me awake. I am the best they’re ever going to meet. The only one thar is loyal and understanding enough to put up with all the baggage that they come with. I am one of a kind. I just don’t give a… Read More Drunken honesty time.