Month: March 2022

I walked nearly 10 miles today. I have walked about 9 miles a day this week, adding up to a total of 64 miles! I am tired so probably will be going bed early tonight. I am watching killing eve before I go to bed. Mister has just cleaned himself and is now watch tv…

I only has about two hours sleep this morning. I did half my walk and had to go back home because I needed to be in for the light fitting to be replaced. I need to not swing things in the air because I am just too accident prone. I broke it so the letting…

I feel that life has always constantly teased me. It shows me a sneak preview of something good that might come in time. Then it suddenly snatches it away. That isn’t fair and after many years it should change. I give all that I have to people and everything that I do. That just never…

I am tired and have tried to sleep but my emotional trauma is keeping me awake. The way my ex friend is treating me is making me feel sick. That is how they put the stress into me. I try my best… that is never good enough. Then I can’t sleep because the way it…

I promised myself that I would not get upset. I need to be a player so I had to stay in the mindset of whatever to be that person on a permanent basis. That is how you need to become as an autistic so that rejection no longer hurts. That is what we get 99%…