I managed to get some things back after my phone forced me to reset it due to forgetting the passcode. I was only thinking the other day that I literally remember none of my passwords as all my devices were set up to go straight into all accounts without prompting me for a password. I would have been able to reset everything if my recovery email hadn’t been an old deactivated email address. I have lost all my photos and other important information on my phone. I have lost all the data for the facebook games that I play… that’s many many lost hours and some money too. I was nearly in the gold league of who wants to be a millionaire but I’d have to start again if I wanted to get there again. Maybe this is fate’s way of telling me that I spend way too much times playing games and am neglecting other things. I’m still gutted though because I was really far into all of them. I have got twitter back, that was fairly easy to recover. I managed to get tiktok back after a few failed attempts. The way these things happen with iphones are extremely annoying. They should not let the phone lock you out and force you to reset all the information. I am going to talk to other computer friends to see if they can hack their way into the accounts but I’m not that hopeful because unless they can forcibly change the passwords so that I can get back in without the recovery email access then I’m screwed in the technical sense. I will lose blog visitors too because I can’t access the pages on my main facebook. I had a secondary account but I don’t remember the details for that either… and that won’t get all my stuff back.
I woke up feeling like crap. I am still not properly better. That is going to take a while. I am losing eyelashes again on one side mostly. I have allergies which makes my eyes run and itch. I think that I also have a cold too. I still feel run down. I have had a migraine for about a week on and off. The cat started the day being an absolute pain today. He is vocal at the moment and starts strolling around being noisy. I am having mind blanks today… I literally forgot some of the passcode to my phone. Luckily it has face recognition but sometimes the phone demands the code to activate that. I don’t know why my mind keeps forgetting things. I used to have the best memory. I never even had to write things down because my long term memory was like a photograph. I am just tired a lot, maybe holding information in your head requires energy I no longer seem to have nowadays. I really am not in the mood for messing around when it comes to friendships etc. I am not up for games. I am able to pick up certain things because that part of me still works. Cut out the bullshit, if you want to talk to me again… do it. If you keep thinking about the right way to approach me then you’ll never do it… Sam. You know that you were wrong to treat me the way that you did. I was the only one to truly care. I accepted you for you and I was just trying to help in a misguided way. I have pure intentions and that is rare when it comes to people. As you said yourself, I was literally the only one who checked up on you and made sure you were ok. So maybe I am not someone you should let go of or push away so easily.