Grumpy :(

I was in a really lovely deep sleep until mum rang landline and woke me up. I was in the middle of a dream that I think was showing me information. Even if I manage to fall back to sleep for a bit I can never reconnect to dreams. I had got up to get breakfast and take medication. I was enjoying my rest before getting up to housework etc. I haven’t slept that deeply in a while. I was talking to the friend who fell out with me amongst the random other things in my dream. It wasn’t a nice conversation but I didn’t care because I was in a deep proper sleep. It was just about to get less of a hateful conversation just before I got woken up. I never got to see the end of the dream. I am now too awake to go back into a proper sleep. I know that I should be awake by mid afternoon but I am still not completely better. I need to get the alcohol binge out my system which takes a few days. That helps by sleeping off the worse of the after effects. It is nice enough to go for a walk but daylight is a bit overwhelming at the moment. I feel grumpy from prematurely being awoken by the ringing of landline phone. I feel sick and bloated. I always get constipated when I stop regular alcohol consumption. I feel weighed down and fat until I manage to go the toilet properly.

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