We all didn’t do a lot today. I didn’t even go outside. I had pj’s on all day. I just changed into another set after my bath this evening. I feel better for the rest. It is difficult trying to keep up with the gym while feeling drained and just crappy a lot. I don’t get to rest tomorrow (well, today now as it is 3 am). The artwork has to be finished and submitted by 5 pm (also have to be camera ready for video we have to attach too). I gave the cats the night off which is why they haven’t appeared in any TikTok videos this evening. Mister is asleep on the pillow next to me and mimi fell asleep on the sofa. I am nearly asleep. I can sleep a lot better since letting go of being wound up. I no longer want to repair the friendship that ended so no longer wound up or sad about it. I liked them but I don’t want to be treated like I mean nothing and bread crumbed when they can be bothered to give rather than just take in the friendship. I don’t need that and I don’t want that. They’ll never change because they can’t see how they treated me. I don’t even think they care about me as a friend or about how they treated me. So now I am walking away.